Utterly fucked off

Still no secretary and in thoroughly foul mood. Sometimes I wonder why I bother with the whole online thing at all. If it wasn't for some of the great friends I have made it certainly would not be worth the hassle. I do enjoy it but it takes up far too much tim and there always seems to be loads of pathetic squabbling and bitching which just gets so tiresome.

I also feel at times that I'm the only one making any sodding effort to keep come of the communities I help with running. Its not like I haven't got anything better to do either but does anyone say thanks or help out. No.

Okay that was Em feeling sorry for herself. Please ignore.

Work has gone mental and just to top it all off nicely my family is having its usual bi monthly 'we disapprove of Em' session.

The temptation to just fuck off to another part of the world is quite overwhelming at present!

Gah!