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I really do. I fucking hate all the seasonal good cheer hypocrisy, stupid decorations and false bonhomie. It's one of the reasons I always try and be away over the Xmas period.
The black dog really sinks his teeth in at this time of year. Part and parcel of this is that I am feeling burned out with fandom. This is not to say I am not still filled with *squeee* for my fandoms. On the contrary I've just been eaten whole by CSI fandom so am very happily immersing myself in that reality. I guess I'm just utterly fed up with the pathetic behaviour of certain elements of fandom. So I'm taking time out. Otherwise I shall end up hating everyone and everything fandom related and then do something I regret.
Obviously, I shall still be interacting with certain people. You should know who you are! I just want to withdraw from the general stage, as it were, before I end up losing what's left of my equanimity and telling an awful lot of people to suck my clit.
Roll on the solstice! I could do with a little more light in my life.
This whinge brought to you by the emotions tired, over-worked and pissed off.
The black dog really sinks his teeth in at this time of year. Part and parcel of this is that I am feeling burned out with fandom. This is not to say I am not still filled with *squeee* for my fandoms. On the contrary I've just been eaten whole by CSI fandom so am very happily immersing myself in that reality. I guess I'm just utterly fed up with the pathetic behaviour of certain elements of fandom. So I'm taking time out. Otherwise I shall end up hating everyone and everything fandom related and then do something I regret.
Obviously, I shall still be interacting with certain people. You should know who you are! I just want to withdraw from the general stage, as it were, before I end up losing what's left of my equanimity and telling an awful lot of people to suck my clit.
Roll on the solstice! I could do with a little more light in my life.
This whinge brought to you by the emotions tired, over-worked and pissed off.
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I swing back and forth, really. I like to do some of the stuff (like, bake! Mmmmm, cookies) but -- okay, *here's* something I don't like -- today is the Office Holiday Party. Gag. The good news is I hang out with an equally anti-social buddy there, and we leave early. As in before the speeches. At least its during office hours...
I hope I'm on your short list, too. I just sent off to beta the story I *started* for your kink!fic challenge -- it turned into about 14,000 words, which is why you got the drabbles instead. *g*