I hate this time of year

[evildrem]

I really do. I fucking hate all the seasonal good cheer hypocrisy, stupid decorations and false bonhomie. It's one of the reasons I always try and be away over the Xmas period.

The black dog really sinks his teeth in at this time of year. Part and parcel of this is that I am feeling burned out with fandom. This is not to say I am not still filled with *squeee* for my fandoms. On the contrary I've just been eaten whole by CSI fandom so am very happily immersing myself in that reality. I guess I'm just utterly fed up with the pathetic behaviour of certain elements of fandom. So I'm taking time out. Otherwise I shall end up hating everyone and everything fandom related and then do something I regret.

Obviously, I shall still be interacting with certain people. You should know who you are! I just want to withdraw from the general stage, as it were, before I end up losing what's left of my equanimity and telling an awful lot of people to suck my clit.

Roll on the solstice! I could do with a little more light in my life.

This whinge brought to you by the emotions tired, over-worked and pissed off.

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[elistaire.livejournal.com]

{hugs}

Oh, I know all about the stepping away from the fandom. It just *does* something to one every once in a while that just makes a person go "Whoa. That shit ain't right."

*pets* It will get better.