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I am alive. Just. Work sucks and I see a change in employment in my future. Other stuff is also making me insane and un-fannish so bear with me please people.
Some of you know or have heard me speak about my american friend Emilie. I just found out she has breast cancer. She has had two operations to remove the tumor and they think this time they have got it all. She starts radiation treatment in a month's time. I think that is for about 5-6 weeks. Maybe more. To say I'm shocked is an understatement. Emilie is a year younger then me and possibly on the healthiest people I know. Never drank, never smoked, eats well, etc etc etc. She and her husband are two of the genuinely most lovely people I know. You know the type, people who make you a better person when you are with them.
Emilie is very upbeat about everything and I am going out to see her in San Francisco when the radiation treatment is done. She and her husband were trying for child as well. It's all so fucking unfair!
So yeah. Not exactly in the best of moods at the moment. The Ex and I are not exactly rubbing along well together at the moment either. I may have to resort to physical violence very soon.
Mainlining Magnificent Seven fanfic is the only thing keeping me vaguely sane and approachable. ITV keep fucking about with showing the episodes though. I wonder if they realise how dangerous it is to screw about with junkie's fix?
I do have very lovely shiny purple toenails at the moment though!
Some of you know or have heard me speak about my american friend Emilie. I just found out she has breast cancer. She has had two operations to remove the tumor and they think this time they have got it all. She starts radiation treatment in a month's time. I think that is for about 5-6 weeks. Maybe more. To say I'm shocked is an understatement. Emilie is a year younger then me and possibly on the healthiest people I know. Never drank, never smoked, eats well, etc etc etc. She and her husband are two of the genuinely most lovely people I know. You know the type, people who make you a better person when you are with them.
Emilie is very upbeat about everything and I am going out to see her in San Francisco when the radiation treatment is done. She and her husband were trying for child as well. It's all so fucking unfair!
So yeah. Not exactly in the best of moods at the moment. The Ex and I are not exactly rubbing along well together at the moment either. I may have to resort to physical violence very soon.
Mainlining Magnificent Seven fanfic is the only thing keeping me vaguely sane and approachable. ITV keep fucking about with showing the episodes though. I wonder if they realise how dangerous it is to screw about with junkie's fix?
I do have very lovely shiny purple toenails at the moment though!
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